lalalala...:)

MISS D!!!!!!!!!!!

miss me right? mwah

hehehe...

i promise oh i promise.

i will try update blog start from tomoro everyday=)

heehee..

now ar. at home everyday kena my mum my dad my sis my bro nag=.=

say need bring wat wat wat go ns camp la.

wat wat wat can do in ns camp la.

wat wat wat cant do la.

i always say them like to nag nag nag.

but in my heart. i know tat.

i will miss there when i go there

i will miss my frens. i will miss my dog. i will miss everything there dint have.

so when poh yin them say 3rd jan. wan come see me go daftar time.

i really angry.

i scold them.

i dun let them go.

i know

i angry. because. i scare i will cry like a mad at there:'(

sigh sigh sigh.

but..

what to do?

my ic number prettier. luckier. sexier.=__=

haiz. now wil tidy up my mood.=)

prepare all the things and shout:

"NS CAMP.. HERE I COME~~ ^^"

幸福 就是要拿来炫耀的! ♥

复杂的思绪@@

Yes missD!! im here!!!^^

hehex.. no need rub ur eyes..

i know u sure feel weird..

why the hell im here at this time=)

actually i should be doing bio test papers but somehow,

i keep reflecting what have i go through this few days.

After reflected all those things. i juz have one feeling..

T.I.R.E.D

i keep thinking that why the hell our people should lead a tiredsome life??

I couldn't understand...

Many weird thoughts keep bubbled out and many many songs are played in my brain..

why i become like this????

i found out that i dont even know who am i now...

why in life.. we have to do so many useless and meaningless things..

why couldnt we use those time and make ourselves happy??

this is the question im thinking in the middle of my SPM examinations...

T.T alright i'll try to be concentrate.

Those questions are more suitable to think after exam=)

so.... pull back my thousand miles thinking,and

the story begins=)

ps: miss D, allow me to use chinese to continue my diary=)

It will fully describe my mood well=)



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首先...来说说最近的大考吧!!!!

stupid SPM!!!!

我发现我的压力真的很大....

我每天晚上打扫书房时, 都会在地上发现我的掉发.....

一天大概有十多二十根吧=(

我看见时真的吓了一大跳

我以为乐天派的我根本不会太紧张

我以为大考只是我必经的一个关卡

可是我身体沉受的压力远远超出我的想象

我的头发开始掉

面对满桌的食物.....我竟然只想睡觉

我不记得以前的我是这个样子

我开始害怕开始担心

我怕考试时拿着考卷却一个字也写不出来

我担心自己达不到爸妈的要求

我不是讨厌妈妈的责骂才开始拼书

我是受不了爸爸对我失望的眼神 @@



算了算了...不想了

睡觉更好～估奈...木啊!

我还是全力以赴好好拼大考吧!!^^

朋友们一起加油努力吧!!!!

我们行的!!!!!!!!

By,
SIN